“Good thing you have an spare” and other things people say, Part IV

“I know you’re sad, but at least you still have your other boyfriend.”

“Oh, that’s ok, you still have Stefan.”

“You have two other boyfriends; how bad can you feel?”

“Good thing you have a spare boyfriend for when you break up with one!”

All of these things have been said to me at one time or another this year. People mean well, I don’t think any of them meant to be jerks when they let those words fall from their mouths, but it’s still awkward none-the-less. My responses varied,

Well, you know my feelings about this relationship are still valid, regardless if I have other relationships, right?”

“It doesn’t mean my heart is any less broken over R.”

“Really? Did you just hear what you said!?”

Breaking up, moving away, relationship changes: every relationship has ups and downs. Real feelings happen. Sad, scared, jealous, happy, whatever! These feeling are real and legitimate within each relationship, regardless of how one is feeling in another relationship. I recently tweeted that polyamory can be confusing. I can be sad about one connection, but happy about another, at the same time.

Having another boyfriend or committed relationship when you’re in the middle of “feels,” doesn’t make those feelings go away. When William and I broke up, I was very sad. It didn’t matter that I “still had” Stefan, Roland, or Benjamin. My heart felt broken and I was miserable for a while. When you say things like, “At least you still have so and so…” it discounts my feelings. It minimizes the very real impact this relationship has on my life. It devalues the relationship and it’s unfair to me.

Now, to be fair, there are some potential advantages to having multiple relationships while you are going through something emotional or stressful in another.

  • Support
  • Sounding board
  • Potential advice

Soon after Roland broke up with me, Benjamin came to visit. One of the first things he did was pull me into a hug and say, “I am sorry about Roland. That was a lame move. Are you doing ok? How can I help?”

It’s a very different feeling at first, to cry in the arms of one lover, allowing him to comfort you over another. But it’s also wonderful, freeing, honest and real. After seeing Benjamin, possibly for the last time before I leave Berlin, I went to Stefan the next week. I told him I was sad, and I might not see Benjamin again. He misunderstood and thought something had happened between us. He was concerned.

“What? Are you ok? What happened?”

He genuinely cares about my other relationships and how I am doing within them. That’s a level of support I never expected. A polyamory perk if you will. My other loves care enough about me to care about my wellbeing within my other relationships. They will hold me when I am sad, even if my sadness originates in feelings for another man.

When I was married, I heard bad news about an ex, it was cancer. I felt genuinely sad and worried for him and his family. My husband was annoyed and pissy that I had feelings about this other man’s situation. Today, my current loves would be asking what they could do for both me AND the other person.

It’s not always easy, and frequently feelings do arise, like jealousy or insecurities. But within these polyamorous relationships, we recognize that other relationships are an integral part of each individual’s holistic health. We do what we can to manage those feelings, talk to one another, and be as supportive as we can when someone is going through something.

But please remember, just because I have the support of my loved ones, doesn’t mean I don’t have very real feelings when I am going through something with one of them. You can’t discount those feelings by reminding me that I “still have” the others. That’s not how this works. That’s not how any of this works.


You can read more from the “Things People Say about Polyamory” Series here:

  1. https://medium.com/@ELByrne/i-couldnt-do-that-and-other-things-people-say-part-iii-5193b78a6232
  2. https://medium.com/@ELByrne/who-do-you-like-more-and-other-things-people-say-part-ii-7918faf6f8f6
  3. https://medium.com/@ELByrne/that-sounds-like-a-real-relationship-and-other-things-people-say-c949e003b7c3


The post is for Masturbation Monday! Check out all the delicious sexy writings inspired by a hot photo every week! 

10 Replies to ““Good thing you have an spare” and other things people say, Part IV”

  1. I don’t think any relationships are easy regardless of poly or mono, the problem is that mono is often portrayed a easier and certainly portrayed as ‘the right way’ when actually I think for so many people that is not the case they just don’t really know that have other possible options


    1. I agree. Util I met Stefan, about 2.5 years ago, I had no idea this kind of life was a “thing.” I didn’t even know the word Polyamory until September 2017! But as soon as I learned about the concept, I set about figuring out more because it just felt “right.”

  2. I truly appreciate your perspective on this. I was not seeing others, but my Dom was. I knew about them, they had an idea they weren’t the only one. It was much different than the openness you have with your loves, but I was truly sad for him when he was struggling with someone else. If I had started talking to another, he was interested and wanted to know what was happening. I remember I told him about one person I was talking to and he told me he was sorry and that I deserved better. Thinking about it now I realize that he was truly was sorry. Back then I was annoyed because I wanted him to want me solely for himself. Having hindsight, he was repaying my respect by telling me he was sorry. Poly hasn’t worked for me but I don’t give up on the positive aspects of it and haven’t closed my mind to it either. It is possible to grieve one and be happy with others, we care for people in different ways for different reasons. That is ok. It is beautiful to hear that the ones you still have relations with are supportive and knowledgable of your emotions and feelings and needs.

    1. Thanks for your thoughtful comment. Polyam isn’t for everyone, but I appreciate that you are open to the positive aspects of it. I am very lucky that the people I am involved with are so very open and so very good at this, it makes it easier for me to be good at it too. It sounds like the relationship with your Dom was very respectful. That is nice.

  3. A polyamory perk is a phrase I now love. And I think a lot of us don’t often realize quite what we’re saying even when we’re well-meaning, especially if we can’t imagine the kind of experience the other person is having.

    1. I agree. I love every person who says these “Things People Say” that I write about. I believe they love me and are trying to be kind and helpful. Polyamory is something new to all of us, and learning how to be friends with someone in these relationships I think is just as much of a challenge as being in them! (OH! That might be a new blog post! LOL)

  4. I may need your help. I’ve been doing research on gate io recently, and I’ve tried a lot of different things. Later, I read your article, and I think your way of writing has given me some innovative ideas, thank you very much.

  5. Pingback: สล็อต777

Leave a Reply

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *

The reCAPTCHA verification period has expired. Please reload the page.